Post by Free on Mar 18, 2009 5:39:15 GMT -6
Dear Diary
I remember one of those days like it was yesterday. I was happy, content with my life. I could show everyone who the real, ‘Armelia’ was, and at the end of the day? My life totally sucked and I wanted to just vanish again. Now I’ve started a new life yet again. I’m selling Loop even though that hurts like hell. I’ve adopted two horses here. Silent Silhouette and Twister Chaser. They’re both really amazing but so scared; I can’t believe how people could abuse such beautiful creatures? I mean, Silly is just misunderstood, she scared and scarred but her body is young and her mental health needs work and care. I’m with her like every day and hoping that Amy won’t kill me if I go inside again. I really need to be with that mare. Then we have Twister. Oh he is such a sweetheart. Just a little skittish and jumpy and I have to work on his separation anxiety. It’s going quite well as well. I mean, he is getting calmer but I can still see his relief when he sees me coming, it’s a minor thing but after I’ve handled that problem I’ve got to use all his trust and show him how wonderful jumping is again. And still I really miss jumping with Loop. I went with him the other day, met one of the stable hands, wow he was hot! I felt like throwing off my t-shirt because of him. That sounds so bad, anyway. I’ve never felt that much free in my life. Loop is something else but I have to sell him, I just hope that Twister will start to feel calm with the jumps soon so we can start. It’d be great to show him that he can do it.
That’s probably all I can show for now. I mean, I’ve got loads of work ahead and it’s soon time to check up on Silly. She’s not calm at all and I’m worried. I might think of finding another technique on her and who knows, maybe I’ll run into Matt again. I can’t wait! I sound like a love sick filly, I need to calm down and think. Maybe something good is actually happening, maybe the mafia won’t find me at all? Oh God I hope not! I won’t handle that at all.
Sincerely[/font]
Armelia[/color]
I remember one of those days like it was yesterday. I was happy, content with my life. I could show everyone who the real, ‘Armelia’ was, and at the end of the day? My life totally sucked and I wanted to just vanish again. Now I’ve started a new life yet again. I’m selling Loop even though that hurts like hell. I’ve adopted two horses here. Silent Silhouette and Twister Chaser. They’re both really amazing but so scared; I can’t believe how people could abuse such beautiful creatures? I mean, Silly is just misunderstood, she scared and scarred but her body is young and her mental health needs work and care. I’m with her like every day and hoping that Amy won’t kill me if I go inside again. I really need to be with that mare. Then we have Twister. Oh he is such a sweetheart. Just a little skittish and jumpy and I have to work on his separation anxiety. It’s going quite well as well. I mean, he is getting calmer but I can still see his relief when he sees me coming, it’s a minor thing but after I’ve handled that problem I’ve got to use all his trust and show him how wonderful jumping is again. And still I really miss jumping with Loop. I went with him the other day, met one of the stable hands, wow he was hot! I felt like throwing off my t-shirt because of him. That sounds so bad, anyway. I’ve never felt that much free in my life. Loop is something else but I have to sell him, I just hope that Twister will start to feel calm with the jumps soon so we can start. It’d be great to show him that he can do it.
That’s probably all I can show for now. I mean, I’ve got loads of work ahead and it’s soon time to check up on Silly. She’s not calm at all and I’m worried. I might think of finding another technique on her and who knows, maybe I’ll run into Matt again. I can’t wait! I sound like a love sick filly, I need to calm down and think. Maybe something good is actually happening, maybe the mafia won’t find me at all? Oh God I hope not! I won’t handle that at all.
Sincerely[/font]
Armelia[/color]